GYST (get yo' shit together)
maybe this will be the last time i fall down like this and maybe it won't. but i don't want to... i'm not going to spend my whole life fighting the same battle... i need to get my life under control for me, present me, right now. and then i can move on to future me, but i can't spend every day trying to cover for past me. it's too tiring. i want to be tired from things i do to make myself proud, not from over sleeping and smoking too much and eating too much. enough enough enough enough. i'm throwing in my own towel and then picking it up and washing it.
November 29, 2008 at 6:55 pm